Just-Jo

There is a pain inside, but a kind of pain you won't feel. It is deep inside of me, and it's really real. It makes me feel.. Like I want to die. People don't even care, Because they never felt it before. I need help But they'll just ignore. I can't even tell my parents… They won't let me out. They won't understand what it's all about! People don't know how much it destroys me… But they don't care, They will let it be. I am sick of this place, for me it's a disgrace! Help me now, before I begin this ride This ride to my suicide!

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You know, that I used to be like you So tired of life, like there was nothing left to do Saying goodbye to all your real friends So you would be prepared for your life to end But you were to impatient to wait You didn't believe in fate So you stayed up late that night You had enough time to write A letter that says goodbye forever To tell them to not try to find you, never Because you wouldn't be alive anymore And they couldn't stop you even before But please listen to me This is not how it has to be And first ask yourself why Because it may be hard to live, but it's harder to die

My tears are like velvet raindrops       Crying for you Whenever a memory pops A memory from you It could make me happy, it could make me due Whenever I cry, it's just because I care I just wished you where there That you could be here with me But this is how it had to be The less we see each other The more we know How much we  can care about another Our friendship is like a bow, a ribbon Nice and tight But now we have to move on And accept it… Accept the fact that you're miles away It takes time, that we need to pay We need to pay, just like we need to pray We need to do those things, to show our friendship is true Just

In the dark I stand All alone, with no one holding my hand I feel so lonely It all seems so unfair to me I don't have friends Well sometimes, but that depends You can't really trust them Everything seems like a laugh to 'm I need some one who I can really hold on to Who can help me the hard times through Unfortunately I haven't got some one like that I wish I could run away from here So I wouldn't be anywhere near Just for once, that I could feel free But even that isn't an guarantee